Letters from Beyond

On that final journey
Through that long road,
What does one take,
And where does one go?

If death were the final act,
Then why does my memory live?
If death is a fleeting end,
Then why does the pain linger?
If death is a constant never changing,
Then how do my beloved ever recover?

If only had I known these questions earlier,
Maybe my actions could’ve been merrier.
Looking behind at the carnage I left,
“Was it worth anything I forsook behind.

Watched I had

As she cried herself to bed at night,
Afraid to let other even catch her eye
Terrified of going out again,
Alone, in a world so great.
Trying and being strong for everyone’s sake,
Inspite of all the gashes I made,
Putting on a smile and pushing ahead, every day.

What choice did I have?
After you left with everything I had.
You made my world go round,
Till you let me believe, till eternity you had gone.
What point was living, without my life,
To what would I dedicate my victory songs,
Or to whom would I details my conquests and my loss.
Afraid to come to an empty home at last,
I resolved to keep your love for eternity at heart,
And with it I commit myself,
To the only eternal constant,
With all your thoughts on my mind,
Loving you to the bitter end