There is a limit to everything. Every feeling every emotion,
even every action has a limit where it has to stop. The threshold of how far we
can go and how much we can endure is what differentiates the strong from the
weak.
A lot of people face pain of really high magnitude. The fact
that one has been dumped by someone else is what is generally assumed to be the
highest form of pain. However that is a cowards pain.. It will pain when a
person you loved doesn’t love you back and leaves you but that isn’t the worst
kind of pain. True pain is when you a have a lot of people you like and love
and are close to but almost all of them are extremely successful at ignoring you
The feeling of having everyone in the world and yet no one for you is the worst
thing ever. The feeling just leaves you empty and wanting to help you fill that
void with something. It happens when the girl you love ignores everything. She
still loves you but is soo angry at you that that ove seems to be hate and none
of that love ever shows. It literally makes you think that the other person has
no love for you even though you know that they still love you. Anger from that
quarter can sometimes overshadow love and cause you more pain than you can
imagine. What would you do when a two people love each other but one of them
ignores you because they are angry. You can convince an enemy that you are not
a bad guy but how will you convince someone who loves you that her anger though
justified is causing you pain because that person truly believes that because
they love that their anger is justified. The fact they love us actually
justifies their anger but that anger also hurt the other partner a lot. The
feeling of having someone really close but they themselves ignoring you makes
you wish sometimes that it was better without any of that. The second way that
this can come up is when your parents start ignoring you. The same mother who
raised you from when you were a I’d, who fed you while you sat in her lap
listening to stories, at whose side you slept at night while she crooned
lullabies. When that very mother tells you, that you are useless and walks away
from you and goes and sleeps, that is not a feeling that even I have words for.
Accepted I am not an excellent writer but that situation is just indescribable.
The mother herself abandoning the baby is not a characteristic usually seen in
mammals and being highly evolved mammals that behavior is rarely seen in
humans. However if your own mother says such stuff and walks away from you that
pain it causes just makes your existence worthless. Pain of the worst kind
comes from someone who raised you and now doesn’t even care. That can only cause
you agony heart wrenching gut tearing agony and you can’t even doubt the
pureness of the emotion. The lady bore you for nine months and enormous amount
of labor pain. How much should’ve happened to her normally or because of you
for her to leave you. Going back, the same reason someone who has agreed to
share everything with you when that person ignores you it gives you the same
feeling. The two closest people who always be there for us are the ones that
cause us the largest amount of pain and that pain is intolerable
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